I'm down to 164. I'm trying extremely hard to make sure that I log 5 miles each day on my fitbit. My caloric intake is 1360 or less.
Still though, I feel like a weight loss idiot. This whole process should not be this difficult. I want to see my face thinner and want to have the extra skin at the sides of my stomach...decrease in size...not disappear...just decrease.
Still though, at least I have a smaller transition than some people in life. I can't imagine what it would be like to be "skinny mini" (as my grandmother used to say) and then one day wake up and be "big." I've always been larger, so being big is nothing new to me. My goal weight would probably be no lower than 150, although I'd be happy with 155. Most BMI and other health charts will show than 155 pounds for a person of my height is still "unhealthy." Fuck them. I just want to fit into more pairs of my jeans.
Still though, I feel like a weight loss idiot. This whole process should not be this difficult. I want to see my face thinner and want to have the extra skin at the sides of my stomach...decrease in size...not disappear...just decrease.
Still though, at least I have a smaller transition than some people in life. I can't imagine what it would be like to be "skinny mini" (as my grandmother used to say) and then one day wake up and be "big." I've always been larger, so being big is nothing new to me. My goal weight would probably be no lower than 150, although I'd be happy with 155. Most BMI and other health charts will show than 155 pounds for a person of my height is still "unhealthy." Fuck them. I just want to fit into more pairs of my jeans.
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