I'm so aggravated. During the past month or so (haven't posted in awhile), I've done everything right that I can. I'm at my daily points total and am even sometimes under by 2 or so points. I don't deprive myself because I make sure to have the 49 "bonus points." I track everything. I've also recently purchased a fitbit in order to track my daily activity levels. I also started couch to 5k in order to have some kind of fitness regimen.
Two weeks ago, I stood on the scale at Weight Watchers and did the dance of joy as my weight was said aloud: 168.8. I have not had 6 as my middle weight number in at least two years.
Fast forward to this week's weigh in. I did not exercise as much this past week, but my eating was definitely in-check. I stepped on the scale and it read 171.1.
I am so frustrated. I feel like I am doing everything right and am at a standstill. Also, I wonder how much higher my weight would be if I just gave in and mindlessly ate junk....
which is what I did last night. A friend had a party and I figured, "Fuck. If I am going to eat well and exercise AND still gain weight, then I might as well eat junk tonight." I had chips, doritos, cheese/pepperoni/dough concoctions, cupcakes, and beer.
We'll see how this week goes, but I am reading the point where I end my Weight Watchers subscription and just give into 170.
Two weeks ago, I stood on the scale at Weight Watchers and did the dance of joy as my weight was said aloud: 168.8. I have not had 6 as my middle weight number in at least two years.
Fast forward to this week's weigh in. I did not exercise as much this past week, but my eating was definitely in-check. I stepped on the scale and it read 171.1.
I am so frustrated. I feel like I am doing everything right and am at a standstill. Also, I wonder how much higher my weight would be if I just gave in and mindlessly ate junk....
which is what I did last night. A friend had a party and I figured, "Fuck. If I am going to eat well and exercise AND still gain weight, then I might as well eat junk tonight." I had chips, doritos, cheese/pepperoni/dough concoctions, cupcakes, and beer.
We'll see how this week goes, but I am reading the point where I end my Weight Watchers subscription and just give into 170.
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